My Work and Struggle for this Incarnation.- By;- Mike j Hughes.

I have , through many years of deep contemplation, and through so many years of analyzing myself to the point where it became very abrasive and annoying to say the least.
I must say however that this experience was for the best , no matter how psychological painful and the intense mental agony that was accompanied to that experience of which I was going through for so many times during ``My Dark Night of the Soul``.
There are stages one experiences while treading ``The Path`,`- the First Initiation  and the 6-7 ,or more incarnations sometimes needed in special circumstances while the Initiate  agreed to submit and try for a special piece of work  as to the salvation of Humanity and other lifeforms that creepeth upon it.

I hope I am not tyring to be overly ``Pius and Holy`` about what I have come to discover during my many years of search and contemplation.
I began at the age of about 13 years into my basic occult and religious training , -that is ``self taught``.
Although I have to admit I did receive some occasional tutorship from very remarkable men during my early years of study through-out the 90`s from other Teachers including spokesperson from the various religious Institutions from many Faiths and tradition from all over the World.

During the years of Elementary School I was the victim of what is known as bullying, and I must say it was not as worse as I thought it was, albeit very irritating as it was!`
Their was others who were getting bullied a lot worse than I was.  I began befriending some of the others who were being harassed all day long and gathered them one lunch time and had a talk with them all.
I talked all afternoon about solving our problems by adopting rather a better ``self-image `,`about ourselves, and to hold our heads on high and learn confidence about who we are ,-really.
I began to teach these young teenagers to develop a sense of inner occupations and that would make them partially invisible to the outer pychi of those bullies who were looking out for a fight wherever they may find it.

One afternoon we all breaked for lunch after a class on Mythology and I went to the group I was befriending and asked if anyone found anything remarkable about this lesson in Mythology. I asked if anyone knew the moral of the Story being told in the Greek Pantheon, and my friends went on about how Godlike they were and how the divine Rebels sacrificed on behalf of Humanity and so on.
At that moment I broke into the conversation by interrupting the chatter , and brought up the Great Truth that posits the universal truth that within each and everyone of us sits a Great Titian of an almost super-human Divinity ,and how we all all at some point in our long Egoic Journey from incarnation to incarnation will , in time, begin to take steps to discipline ourselves and to make contact with ones  inner Titian through the Art of gentle meditation , contemplation, inquiry,  leading to the unfoldment of the inner Egoic unit in a safe and slow pace that will cover many incarnations , leading , in time in bringing the aspirant to the Gates of the First Initiation.

I only gave counseling in that which worked for me , and that which has been found effective in many other young people who may be experiencing bullying in their own schools and communities wherever that may be around this big world of Human endeavour and constant progress.
In time all those I talked to and shared my insights with have now all grown up and are happily married , have good jobs, and lots of friends , -including some of those who used to bully them at school.

As we entered High School My friends who were being bullied learned my lessons I taught them about that Great Titian sitting within them all.
I gave them all ``spiritual writings of sorts`` that would teach them the meditations to empower themselves to act and bring forth the best within them all...

Invasion of the Gerbils. By;- Mike J Hughes

.Some yeas ago I was living in a run down apartment. The land lord was a ``slumlord`` who would  hassle people everywhere in the building.This generic idiot thought he was king shit, and  threatening other tenants who lived there.This cock sucker preyed on other peoples misery and enjoyed it very much. One time he evicted  a  mother and  Her three kids out into the street when it was -10 degrees out side.This guy was a fucking soulless monster who could careless about his fellow man and had a very cold heart indeed. He even kicked a down syndrome couple out into the cold of winter  where they had no where to go, and so they ended up freezing to death all night in the bitter cold..

I know  this slumlord would get whats coming,,- for it is well over due. One day I bought some gerbils for pets,-  I loved them very much and always thought  they were very adorable creatures.I would spend untold hours playing with them and  sometimes let them loose to explore my apartment.
 I soon found discovered how destructive  these little critters can be as they would chew up my furniture ,the carpet,electrical wiring, and so on.  I had to keep them locked up in a cage so  they would not destroy my apartment,-but I have to say  they are indeed very adorable pets.
One day I made the decision to again set them free around my apartment and within the space of two months  began breeding out of control until there was about 53 of them  zipping and darting around my place  making one hell of a mess of my apartment.They chewed their way inside of the sofa,  the chairs. Every  night I could hear them chewing on everything  they could ,- the furniture, drywall , my books ,the carpet, ,- but I did managed to keep them confined to my own apartment..... for  time being.

In time the ``slum lord`` came aware of  this and  an eviction notice to get the hell out by the end of the month hung on my door. However not only myself ,but  others as well who did not deserve it.
 Before  he kicked me out  I was to get  revenge for all of the rotten things he had  done to people.
This scumbag pervert  forced an old man to suck his cock because he was late with his  the rent, and then  beat the shit out of him until he was  a physical wreck.
 When others became aware of his sexual depravity and of what he did to the old man in apt214 ,homicidal
  hatred began to rage against this perverted psychopathic asshole who did not care  for anything  except himself and his little 68 year old bum buddy Duncan,- a  low life street faggot hustler and ``hammer-hound`` who would suck off the  ``slum- lord`` for rent.
 ``Hammer Hound Duncan`` owned a rather ill reputed  filthy gay bar called ``The Cock Pit``back during the 80`s until it was condemned due to  shocking ,  unbelievable filth, and horrid hygienic conditions.

After many years of observing his cruelty in  intimidating, and  making threats,- I began to feel that I must become the agent of his bad karma.!!     -,I mean, who in the hell  does this man think he is any way? .Many  tenants began to deeply hate this man  for bringing unmerited  hardship into peoples lives.
 I was raising and breeding  gerbils who were, at that time,   breeding out of control. I must have had about 57 of these little critters  running  around my apartment making one hell of a mess.
 I have discovered that they have ruined some of my cloths,books,my furniture,  shredded up my sofa and chairs, photo albums, and then destroyed my prized Yes album  collection . The magnitude of destruction was a  nightmares to  think about.

I had two days left to move out of this shit hole.  I managed to capture all 57 gerbils and made up my mind to release them all in the walls of the building,  knowing full well the capacity and awesome destructive power these little critters can exact on man-made structures during their nocturnal activities.
It was only a matter of time before they started to tear up the infrastructure of the building, making one hell of a mess by  tearing apart the wiring in the walls , some of them were electrocuted  and lay rotting within the walls making one hell of a stench.
 In time the power had to be shut down because  electrical fire was a danger.For a long time the gerbils  chewed and gnawed on the support beams that hold the building up,-  until the building had to be condemned as it was no longer safe for any body to live there.

                                                                               


The gerbils have destroyed the  fucking building leaving the ``slumlord``  pissed  off.  He had his whole savings put into this building. Now it is nothing but a pile of rubble.The slumlord became  deeply depressed  and had come to  realize  he was now penny less, depressed and down and out. The gerbils had destroyed everything and everyone  that meant something to him.  He became a very sad and broken man indeed.
I  found out later that the ``slumlord``  hanged himself due to the fact he could not  live in bankruptcy. A very sad story ,- and I am so proud of my gerbils for doing such a good job in aiding me ,and helping me in my revenge.

Gerbils make very good pets for kids,  so long that they are loved and cared for with a  warm cheerful heart.
 However  please remember that Gerbils are social creatures and they will be happy and more healthy with the cage-mate.